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Age: 20
Gender: Female
Location: Colorado

I was 19 when i first started using meth it all happened so quick i started using because my daughter passed away when i was 23 weeks pregnant it was the worst thing that ever happened to me in my life i never used before her death and after about 3 months of her death i felt so much pain anger guilt sorrow i didn't want to talk to anybody so i left home for weeks at a time. I was literally out LOOKING. I was at the gas station and i just go up to this girl that was in her car messing around with something in her car. i thought she looked all tweaked and figured she could help me find somewhere to get some tweak and sure enough she told me to follow her i did and we go to this apartment building and got high. Then from that day on i was staying in motels alleys etc... i loved it, it was the best thing for me i thought. i smoked it, snorted it then it wasn't doing nothing for me so i use the needle man it was the best feeling that i had ever felt it was such a rush then i was coming down and fell out (went to sleep) for 3 days. i woke up no dope no car no keys somebody stole my car when i fell out it was devastating. So a week later i forget about what happened and that day was a nightmare i went to get dope from somebody and the girl that was driving got us pulled over for not using her signal. she rats me out and i go to jail it was the best place for me to go at that time i had my mom worried sick she didn't know where i was or if i was still alive i got charged and convicted as a felon.

TODAY I AM 18 MONTHS SOBER! MY BOYFRIEND WHO I MET AFTER I GOT OUT OF JAIL AND WAS SOBER, WE NOW HAVE A BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY 5 MONTHS OLD!!!!!! MY BOYFRIEND AND MY SON IS WHAT IS SAVING ME TO THIS DAY I COULDNT ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE MIRACLES CAME TO ME I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR MY FAMILY! to those of you who want to try it or your doing it to get rid of some kind of pain go get help before you try it cuz all it takes is ONE TIME and it will rip your life apart.

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